Yep, I updated my journal. I'm out now!

Zabeth~

YAY ALL MY STUPID BULLSHIT STUFF CAN GO HERE NOW! I'M SO HAPPY ^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^

ow.. that burned my eyes..

Zabeth~

I'm slowly but surely erasing most of the pics mout of my gallery here. It's taking me forever XD Oh well, you gotta' do what you gotta do.

Zabth

I dunno, I've not been using DA as much as my other art dumps. Sometimes the cliques get to me and other personal crap piled on top of that doesn't make it any better. I'm not going to be one of those artists that has 8 close art friends that ALWAYS DRAW TOGETHER and ALWAYS DRAW EACHOTHER'S CHARACTERS HANGING OUT, or whatever. Better yet, that just won't happen HERE.

I'm beginning to realize I'm one of those people that just posts something every so often. I'm not anybody's art buddy in particular. I used to want that but not anymore. The only way that would happen is if I fell back into anime-whatever art, and I just don't want that. If you draw Naruto or Inuyasha shit you're golden, but otherwise, TALK TO THE HAND BITCH! That's what it feels like when I browse this website.

I have goals in life. I'm not 100% sure they will all fall into place the way I want them to, but I'm still going to try very hard to make them happen. I think the internet messes me up as an artist. I get sucked into that void and it's hard to climb back out. I am behind on the net lingo and I sure as hell don't like half the shows people are ass-vomiting about. Maybe it's just time to stop?

I'm not posting this to get a rise out of anybody. I just wanted to get some stuff out. I want to close my page down. I don't understand what hold me back though. It's kind of like when I moved to Athens. It just wasn't "my crowd", so I moved. Oh well.

Zel, Cubi.. you guys are awesome.

Zabeth~

Blargh, I'm slightly updating here for silly reasons, but I dunno' how long that will last *_* I'll be posting mainly sketchbook shit. You've been warned *GASP*